..............................i love you..............................
          ..............................i always will..............................
                    ..............................i'm here........................................
                              ....................though i'm lost........................................
                                       .....................i'm here..................................................
                                            ......................though i'm broken........................................
                                       ...................you know i will fall........................................
                              ...................you know i will shatter........................................
                    ...................so don't try to save me..............................
          ....................because only he..............................
.............................can........................................        

Solitude

          “Spirituality is not to be learned by flight from the world, 

          or by running away from things, 

          or by turning solitary and going apart from the world. 

          Rather, 

          we must learn an inner solitude wherever 

          or with whomsoever we may be. 

          We must learn to penetrate things and find God there.” 

          Meister Eckhart

Pouring out, spilling over

To drown me

to swallow me

Slits on my wrists, slits on yours

Flooding out

again again again

Draining more than you know

Letting go more than you want

i can’t stop it

If you help me, then you bleed

If you’re fixed, then I bleed

over and over and over

What to stop the rush

What to bring the calm

to breed more than a corpse

My veins run dry

Yours run out

of what we need

Fainting

Cannot stand to see this anymore

no more please

Please

Someone who won’t die when I touch them

who won’t run out

Blood that won’t spill vainly as mine

Some to help us

to mend

Hold my tears

Feel my scars

i don’t want to be alone

i want you to help me

but I’m scared

please help my unbelief